Why did you leave me to wait for such a long time,
when all along you knew , i no longer meant anything to you?
i wish you had told me earlier and saved me the trauma of hanging on to a lost cause,you caused me so much pain and hurt.
and yet i tried to make myself not believe that, you had become so uncaring and disaffected, it totally shattered my dreams and made my heart sink into a pit of hopelessness,to just imagine that i was no longer your heart's desire.
i had sown a seed of love and affection, expecting it would blossom into joy and happiness. we would be together forever, but whilst i waited i realized i was going to reap tears of desolation and sorrow,
i still held on a bit longer, meaning to say goodbye , even if it meant for the last time, but still all this meant nothing to you, even though you saw how my eyes had swelled, and how my pillow was soaking wet from these tears of anguish, grief and disappointment.
a friend has told me i should take it bravely, but how do i, when this hurt is deeper than what my face tells? i suppose i will have to take each day as it comes, now that you are out of my life.
